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what a nice activity!!!

2008-07-26T05:03:00.000-07:00

so far so good!!!last thursday we really had a nice activity in JIB(40B).we shared our secrets(well,it's not a secret anymore)and many life stories. A big thank you for the trust and honesty guys. We really love that activity,bcoz of that we are getting closer guys!!! we had different personality and different stories but we are all one 40B. This will be the start of new friendship... let us all enjoy the life in the training, this is just the first week we still have 4 more weeks to come. Let's help each other and enjoy!!! right guys?!hehehe...

first day of school

2008-07-21T18:16:00.000-07:00

wow!first day of school is always exciting & fun,we meet new classmates and friends. Well my first day is so cool just like our professor, he is so funny,our class is not boring even if we are just 8 students in the evening class(3girls,2boys,&3gays). I'm sure it'll be more fun in the next days... And that will be all coz i have to do research for my assignment first.

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DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL

2008-07-15T04:10:00.001-07:00

This is the band Dashboard Confessional..... I add this to my post coz i kinda like their music and songs...I hope you like it! And do try to play the song "STOLEN" it's really good..i like it!

I hope you enjoy listening this music!

FRIEND

2008-06-13T08:49:00.000-07:00

"I have called you friends,

for everything that I learned from

my Father I have made known to you."

JOHN 15:15

FROM THE FATHER'S HEART

My child , our relationship is that of Father and child, but it is more than that. You are My friend. Friends share heart issues and never withhold the best from the ones they love. Just as My Father has revealed Himself to me, so will I share those same secrets with you. But remember, good friends spend time together and talk__often.

A GRATEFUL RESPONSE

To think that You are not only My Father but also my friend! I treasure the quiet walks, the precious talks,and the time You spend with me , Lord. You are never too busy to listen, or to care about my needs. There's no other friend like You, Jesus. There is no other relationship on earth like Yours.

SIMPLE TRUTH

Love is when your best friend gives up his life for you. Thats what Jesus did.

SON OF THE LIVING GOD

2008-06-11T07:44:00.000-07:00

"You are the Christ, the SON of the living GOD."

Mattew 16:16

FROM THE FATHER'S HEART

My child, when others ask you about Me, what do you say?

how would you describe our relationship? Never forget who I am, and that My Father and I are one. I am God's Son, but I am also your Father. Does that confuse you? Simply rest in the knowledge that you are My child.As you stay in My presence daily, you will come to understand more.

A GRATEFUL RESPONSE

Lord, some say You were only a historical figure, agood man, but nothing more. You lived; You died. But you live today in my heart, the Son of a living God- not just a higher power, a spirit being, or a cosmic force in the universe. You are God's own Son.

SIMPLE TRUTH

Even when we understand less, we can love more.

CURIOUSITY

2008-06-10T06:06:00.000-07:00

A CURIOUS GIRL ABOUT MALES

THIS IS THE STORY ABOUT THE GIRL I’VE MET IN THE CHATROOM. SHE’S 17 YEARS OF AGE FROM A MUSLIM COUNTRY NAMED L****. SHE’S REALLY PRETTY AND SEXY WHEN SHE SENDS HER PICS TO ME. SHE ONCE TOLD ME THAT SHE ONLY CHATS TO FEMALES IN THE CHATROOM BECAUSE HER DAD NEVER ALLOWED HER TO CHAT WITH MALES BECAUSE THEIR CULTURE IS VERY CONSERVATIVE AND EVERYTIME SHE OPEN THE COMPUTER, SHE SAID THAT HER FATHER IS WATCHING TO MAKE SURE THAT SHE ONLY CHAT TO FEMALES NOT TO MALES, BUT WHEN SHE TOLD ME SOME SECRETS THAT’S THE TIME WHEN HER FATHER WENT OUT OR IN THE BATHROOM. SHE EVEN USES HER DAD’S ACCOUNT; SHE NEVER ALLOWED USING OR CREATING HER OWN ACCOUNT TO CHAT. THAT’S WHY SHE DECIDED THAT WE WILL MAKE A PASSWORD EVERYTIME WE CHAT TO MAKE SURE THAT IM CHATTING TO HER NOT TO HER DAD BCOZ SHE WAS’NT ALLOWED TO USE A CAMERA ON PC.
SHE ALSO STUDIED IN A GIRLS SCHOOL WERE SHE DID’NT EVEN SEEN MALES IN THEIR CAMPUS. SHE SAID SHE LOVES SWIMMING BUT SHE NEVER TRIED TO GO TO A PUBLIC BEACHES TO SWIM. SHE CAN ONLY SWIM INTO A PRIVATE SWIMMING POOL WHERE THERES NOBODY CAN SEE HER WEARING SWIMMING SUITS. SHE SAID THAT THE ONLY MALE THAT SHE CAN TALK AND SEEN CLOSER TO HER IS HER DAD & HER MARRIED COUSIN THAT’S THE REASON SHE IS VERY CURIOUS ABOUT MALES. SHE EVEN ASK ME ONCE IF CAN I SEND HER A PICTURES OF NUDE MALES BECAUSE SHE REALLY WANTED TO SEE IT COZ SHE NEVER SEEN IT EVEN ONCE, SO I TOLD HER THAT I DON’T HAVE ANY BUT SHE CAN SEARCH IT IN THE WEB IF SHE REALLY WANT TO, BUT THEN SHE SAID THAT SHE CANT DO THAT COZ HER DAD BLOCKED ALL THE WEBSITES THAT POSTS PICS OF NUDE MEN AND SHE SAID IF I WON’T SEND PICS OF MALES OR ELSE SHE MIGHT DO ANOTHER WAY JUST TO SEE A MALE “PRIVATE ORGAN”, BUT I REALLY REFUSED TO SEND HER EVEN 1 PICTURE COZ I DON’T WANT TO TOLERATE HER WANTS.
THE 2ND TIME WE CHAT SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE’S THINKING OF SOMETHING TO HAVE WHAT SHE WANTS. I WAS SHOCKED AFTER SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE PLAN TO PUT A SLEEPING PILLS ON HER MOM AND DAD’S DRINKS BEFORE GOING TO BED BECOZ SHE ONCE SAW A SLEEPING PILLS ON HER MOM & DADS ROOM. I TRIED TO STOP HER OF WHAT SHE IS PLANNING BUT SHE SAID HER DECISION IS FINAL AND SHE WILL DO IT ONCE SHE HAD A CHANCE, THEN I END OUR CONVERSATION THAT TIME AND LEFT HER.
THE 3RD TIME OF OUR CONVERSATION THAT WAS ALMOST 1 WEEK AFTER OUR 2ND CONVERSATION SHE TOLD ME THAT ALL HER PLANS WAS SUCCEEDED. THEN I ASK HER WHAT SHE MEANS, AND THEN SHE TOLD ME THEN SHE DO GIVE HER MOM & DAD A PILLS AND WHEN THEY WERE SLEEPING SHE PULL DOWN HER DADS PANTS TOO SEE HER DADS PENIS AND WHEN SHE SEE IT SHE SAID SHE FEELS HEAT IN HER BODY AND SHE CANT CONTROL HER SELF SHE JUST FIND OUT THAT SHES ALREADY SUCKING IT AND MASTERBATING & ETC…(tsk!tsk!tsk! very naughty girl isn’t it!???Ewwww!!!!!)AND WHEN SHE WAS SATISFIED SHE LEFT BACK TO HER ROOM. I ASK HER THEN IF SHE FELT ANY GUILT OR REGRET. BUT SHE ANSWERS ME SHES NOT SCARED AND NOT FEELING GUILTY OR REGRET, SHE SAID THE MOMENT SHE DID IT SHE THINKS THAT IT‘S NOT HER DAD IT’S “ANTONIO BANDERAS” AND NOT HER DAD. (LOL!!!). SHE ALSO TELL ME THAT SHE OFTEN FEELS HORNY BUT SHE DON’T HAVE ANY BF, THAT’S WHY EVERYTIME HER CLOSEST FRIEND (A GIRL TOO, I forgot the name) SLEEP OVER TO THEIR HOUSE, THEY BOTH KNOW THEY CANT MEET MALES SO EVRYTIME THEY FEEL HORNY THEY JUST F**K EACH OTHER EVEN THEY HAVE THE SAME SEX. THEY JUST CAN’T STOP THEIR EMOTIONS; SHE SAID SHE BLAMED IT ON THEIR CULTURE THAT’S WHY THEY CAN MAKE SINS, AND THEY CANNOT STOP TO DO THAT SIN. AND THAT’S THE LAST TIME WE CHAT.
I HOPE HIS FATHER WILL NOT FIGURED OUT ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED THE NIGHT THEY SLEEP. (THIS POST IS NOT FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES, THIS IS POSTED SO THAT OTHER PEOPLE MAY KNOW HOW LUCKY WE ARE TO HAVE A FREEDOM TO EXPRESS OUR EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS. THIS IS NOT USED TO DISCRIMINATE OTHER RELIGION/COUNTRY. THIS IS POSTED SO THAT THEY MAY ALSO KNOW NOT JUST THE POSITIVE BUT ALSO THE NEGATIVE SIDES OF YOUR CULTURE IS. ALL THE CONTENT OF THIS STORY IS TRUTH, WE DO NOT JUST CREATE OR INVENT IT, THIS IS A REALITY THAT STILL EXISTS THIS DAYS.WE DO NOT MENTION THE NAME OF THE PERSON (GIRL) FOR SECURITY PURPOSES.
THANK YOU FOR READING! GOD BLESSES US ALL!!!